{"id":13,"date":"2015-06-09T17:06:10","date_gmt":"2015-06-09T17:06:10","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/blackeaglebearturkeyranchfarm.org\/HALEY\/?p=13"},"modified":"2015-06-09T17:06:10","modified_gmt":"2015-06-09T17:06:10","slug":"ok-lord","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.haleywhitaker.org\/index.php\/2015\/06\/09\/ok-lord\/","title":{"rendered":"Ok Lord"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>So this is it. Oh man, oh man, oh man. Today&#8217;s the first day of a 50ish day adventure that&#8217;s sure to challenge and change me in many ways. There&#8217;s a ridiculous amount of emotions running through me right now, which makes it a little difficult to verbalize how I&#8217;m feeling.<\/p>\n<p>Also I&#8217;m just now realizing that this blog should be a <em>very\u00a0<\/em>interesting endeavor for me, seeing as I am a crazy perfectionist in regards to everything I write (thank you AP Lit).<\/p>\n<p>Anyway, I want to clarify just a bit about what I hope to do through this blog. First of all, I want to share about the incredible things I&#8217;ll see the Lord doing through this amazing organization. Having visited Village of Hope last summer, I know firsthand that God is very present there. Not many things make me happier than getting a chance to return to a place where I sense the freedom Christ gives so generously. Next, I want to reach out to those I&#8217;m leaving behind in the States. You guys know I love you and will miss you like crazy, so this is a nice way to communicate with you every so often. If I don&#8217;t personally know you, but you&#8217;re a follower of VOH&#8217;s latest updates, I&#8217;m glad I can be a way for you to get new info on the current events at the Village! And finally, everybody needs some kind of outlet. I&#8217;m definitely the kind of person who has <em>many\u00a0<\/em>thoughts but feels guilty when they talk somebody&#8217;s ear off. This way, you decide exactly how much you want to read of my thoughts, and I can drone on about the stupid little things I feel are necessary to put in my updates. \ud83d\ude42<\/p>\n<p>yay internet<\/p>\n<p>That&#8217;s the funny thing about writing in a blog like this. Since this is my first experience of blogging completely through these mini-essays, I&#8217;m desperately hoping that I can find a good balance of truly being myself in these posts but not being so casual that it&#8217;s painfully obvious a teenager is writing them. I&#8217;m a straightforward person, though. I like being honest with people because I believe the most meaningful conversations happen when we move past formalities and into the real stuff. So I want this blog to be true to that ideal, and I hope y&#8217;all can bear with me through whatever happens on this journey!<\/p>\n<p>Another belief that I am challenging myself to live out on a daily basis is one that you&#8217;ll probably notice through my posts. I believe without a doubt that this life we are blessed with is made for so much more than we&#8217;ve come to passively accept. We are fearfully and wonderfully made by a God who creates stars with a single word. We&#8217;ve all been given a body and mind capable of insanely great things, not meant for living the same life as the next person. I feel very convicted that God wants to do great things in and through me, which gives me encouragement when I&#8217;m about to board two planes that will take me to the complete opposite side of the world. When the part of me that thinks I&#8217;m in charge of what I&#8217;m capable of takes over, the next couple months of my life seem impossibly scary. But when I remember that the reigns don&#8217;t belong in my hands &#8211; but instead in the hands of a real and living God &#8211; I feel invigorated to take on His challenge to experience everything the world has to offer.<\/p>\n<p>I know there&#8217;ll be days on this journey where I&#8217;ll forget this and start freaking out, I&#8217;m just calling it now. There&#8217;ll be hard days, there&#8217;ll be great days, and there&#8217;ll be everything in-between. Prayers would be greatly appreciated for any and all of these situations. Please be praying that I stay focused on the mission and keep from feeling alone or weighed down. To be open with you, I think my biggest fear is that somewhere in the middle of this, I&#8217;ll get homesick and get distracted from the greatness around me. I want to appreciate every part of this journey, I want to experience Uganda fully, I want to be comfortable with being uncomfortable.<\/p>\n<p>Ok Lord, I&#8217;m here, I&#8217;m ready, and all I need is You to lead me through this. Your plan is perfect, even though I don&#8217;t know much of it at all. I pray that I remain open to Your will. I pray that Your spirit will be the flame inside me that keeps me going strong.<\/p>\n<p>Wow. This is happening. I&#8217;M GOING BACK TO UGANDA TODAY!!<\/p>\n<p>{Haley}<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>So this is it. Oh man, oh man, oh man. Today&#8217;s the first day of a 50ish day adventure that&#8217;s sure to challenge and change me in many ways. 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